livinghypocrisy:

sherrice:

fun. | Call Me Maybe (cover)

Wait.. I like the song now.

I want someone to give my love to so bad, there is a lot of people who surprisingly like me and will treat me right but I can’t date them. My heart won’t let me get close to them. I just want to have the feeling again, where I know it’s perfect..

ugh

And I hate fighting with my ex when he thinks I’m gonna turn out like my brother, that’s like my biggest fear no one really knows about. I want to make my parents proud. I have never really made them proud and I want to do it now. I want to grow up and be happy doing something I love while being successful at the same time. I feel sick to my stomach even thinking about it. Can’t someone just take me for who I am right now, not try to change me and think I’m great just the way I am. I have a feeling no one even thinks that…